the first day after you left

Sunday, May 6, 2012

1:59 AM | 3 Comments

While you were busy packing, you asked me if I could help keep your towel after you're gone.

But today, as I stood in the toilet staring at the brown woolen towel next to mine...my hands felt so heavy by my side and I was reluctant to remove it from it's hanging place.

It's as if removing the towel means I have to accept that you have returned and I'm left here by myself again.

That even though you're a thousand miles away, having your towel here beside mine means having that little bit of you staying here with me.

And so I just stood there and stared, hoping that you were still here to use it, hoping that it would never have to leave the side of my towel...Just like how you and I will never have to part.

In the end, I just had to tell myself that it's just a towel, and I slowly placed it in with the laundry.

Just a towel.

That's how much I miss you now.


3 comments:

Sheryl said...

Aww.. Huns I can definitely tell you now that I know exactly how you feel..It's always the goodbye that is so hard to do, especially if there is no near date fixed for the next meet up..But you 2 will see each other again in June, and June will come soon! (that's what Steven and I tell ourselves la but not really working LOL)

BIG BIG BIG HUG FOR YOU!!

soo imm said...

June air tix are extremely expensive T___T
i don't know what to do now huhu
i really need that hug *HUGS*

Sheryl said...

I know! was helping Steven to check air tix and realized it's really not cheap, even though he's earning AUD but still.. And he has to pay for accommodation also :(

How much is the air tix from Brisbane-KL ya? Would Wei Ming be helping with the air tix? I mean did he offer to pay?

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