曾经向往的幸福

Saturday, February 18, 2012

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那一年她爱上了他,她是一个优雅而漂亮女人,而他是个一无所有且懒惰的男人

朋友都不看好他们父母也说她这是用自己的幸福在赌。

交往后,他像变了个人似的奋发上进,若干年后他有了自己的事业和魅力,

她问他:你当年怎么会突然像变了个人一样,


他回答:你用一生幸福做赌注,我怎么舍得让你输。

14th of February

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

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The mini conversation that took place this morning

Sent him this pic first....



and then this one...


Because I couldn't decide which one would be more appealing so I sent both LOL.

and then I anxiously waited for a reply...

5 minutes passed and no message, was starting to drift back to sleep when suddenly this came in

he layan me! LOL.
usually he would just reply with text messages but this time he actually took the time to scribble a note and took a pic with it too.

awwwwwww....

and my last reply =)

We set up a Skype date after that.



This year would be our first time celebrating Valentine's as a couple but boyfie was very upset that we couldn't spend it together. Needless to say, I was brooding too. *sulks*



I thought of getting myself some salmon for dinner since it's Valentine. Maybe some good food would cheer me up! But I ended up doing work in the library till late and by the time I was done all the shops were closed, FML.

I felt horibble. This year I was feeling more lonely than usual because I always, always had someone with me during Valentine's. Even when I was single my bestie and I would also get together and celebrate this day together.

This year even bestie is too far away from me =(

But being my bestest bestie she still managed to surprise me with a virtual bouquet!





I LOVE YOU BESTIE! Thank you for being so thoughtful when you sensed that I was down *hugs*

At night I was having indomee for dinner and feeling depressed again. Suddenly there was some incoming "spam" in whatsapp and I complained that I had no Valentine dinner.



This time, lily and her bf did the funniest and most heart-warming thing... by skyping me during their dinner LOL.




But the line was so bad for a while that's all I saw.

Eventhough they couldnt hear me very well, they showed me their very tempting affogato and both of them took turns to talk to me and kept me occupied during this lonely Valentine.

Wanted to say I'm #foreveralone but how could I? When I have such a lovely partner and wonderful friends around me.

Everytime things get hard I want all of you to know that each of you have in many ways become a source of strength and motivation to keep me going on.



I love each of you so so much.



Happy Valentine's Day! =)

another year

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

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Who knew it would be so difficult to part again even if you've done it more than once in the past year?

This year, on the same day, I return to the airport again to be on the same flight back to Brisbane.

Only daddy and mommy came to send me off this time. And as I hugged her, my nose turned sour and I had to purposely avoid eye-contact with her after that to avoid bursting into tears.

I thought it would be easier this time, knowing that I'm flying back to a not-so-unfamiliar land, with my houssie waiting to pick me from the airport. But saying goodbye again for another year brought upon a different level of sorrow upon me.

I hate parting with my loved ones again. But perhaps it's also because I know exactly what I'm flying back to. That dreaded feeling of going back to something that I'm not even sure if I want it anymore. But I have to bear the results of my choices and I will finish what I've started even though I've grown to dislike it to quite an extent.


Who's there to tell you what to do when you suddenly realized what you've been going after is not what you want?


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