i'm feeling sad

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

4:12 AM | 0 Comments

why?
perhaps it's because of the conversation i had with my bro's friends.

what i'm about to say is a very sensitive issue and these are my personal views and i'm not gonna alter it for any1 so pls bloody scramble away from my blog if you don't like what you see.

my bro's friends started chatting with me and like always their topics would suddenly turn to the bible and christianity.
i'm not against any religion, i visit churches and read the bible.
but their approach really got on my nerves like many of them who also did out there.

to me, the relationship between god and a person is a very sacred thing.
although i'll be frank and tell you that i'm still doubting if the "god" they mentioned really exists.
what i believe is that there is a higher and more sophisticated being out there.
perhaps that would be what we humans refer to as "god".
after patching some views from here and there, my idea of god would be a very soft, understandable, forgiving, warm and loving figure.
that's what i think of god.
and i believe that my relationship with god is a very personal thing so you bastards out there stop trying to persuade and sell your image of god to me for god's sake.
i shall choose what i believe in and trust me,
if your god just cares about his existence and banishes people to hell because of that,
you're perhaps talking about satan.

do you guys have any idea how much you guys irritate non-christians with all your talks about going to hell if we do not believe in your so called god?
are you sure that's how god intended your approach to be?
what happened to all the values that god wanted us to have?
what happened to forgivesness, acceptance and patience?
is that not what you all are suppose to promote?
instead of threatening every1 that they would go to hell if they did not believe in god.

be ashamed, as people who join christianity because of all this threatening will never truly believe in the god you want them to recognize.
they are merely christians because they're afraid to go to hell.
they only acknowledge god when they're afraid, when they need forgiveness, when they hope for a miracle.
do they ever practice the values that was taught to them? do they really believe and thank god when everything is sailing smooth?
hell no.
is this what your religion is about?

if you really love your god, please stop destroying his image and have faith in him.
if god is almighty, he'll find a way into our hearts.
you don't have to act as if you know everything and you studied the bible for years so you have the right to talk on his behalf and change the ways of his teachings.
you guys are just like the priests from ancient times that uses god's words to manipulate the public.

be very ashamed,
as you all have degraded god into a product,
and degraded yourselves into a direct salesman.

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