to dad and mom, with love

Friday, October 26, 2007

11:29 PM | 6 Comments

is it really rewarding to have kids?

people always say that having kids might be the most wonderful experience in this whole world.

i wonder how much of that statement is true?

you feel overwhelmed when the doctor tells you that you're going to have a baby;

you get excited when the baby first kicks;

you bask in happiness when you finally cradle that tiny life form in your arms, knowing that it's part of you;

knowing that one day the baby will grow up to be just like you.

all these, so exhilirating and promising.

but i wonder how it feels...

when you first realize that your child refuses to hold your hands anymore?

when you first notice that your child is ashamed to kiss you in front of others?

when your child tells you he hates you because you won't let him hang out late with his friends?

or the lonely feeling that swallows you, when your child rathers spend time with her new boyfriend than to go to the mall with you?

honestly, i think it's difficult. it's heart-breaking.

to be given such an amazing gift, a sparkle in your life. only to know that it the light will dim someday.

and that, one day, when you least expect it, you will have to learn to let go.

that you can't protect that tiny life form you cherished so much anymore,

because now it's too big and it has its own opinions.

it doesn't want your protection anymore.

ungrateful bastards we are,

aren't we?

i feel sorry for the way i've treated my parents sometimes.

deep down inside i really love them, i hope they know that.

but sometimes, it's just so much easier to say it out in a blog than to tell them about it.

it is, so much easier here.

wednesday morning

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

7:07 PM | 3 Comments

it's 9 in the morning and i'm starring at the computer screen in my uni.

AND IT'S MY BLARDY OFF DAY!

so miserable *cries*

and my supervisor is off somewhere being interviewed by some tv station.

he forgot his appointment with me :'(

i want my BED.

GIVE ME MY BED. *pulls hair*


someone please inject endorphines into me!
i need to be happy and awake :(


9.15 a.m still brooding


9.30 a.m. blog-hopping


9.45 a.m. Jesse's telling me to stop moaning.


10 a.m. moan. stares at screen. bangs head on table.


10.30 a.m. still no news from supervisor. *sulks*


luckily, i found something entertaining-

introducing CAPTAIN MAMULA~!

he's the evil Hawaiian dictator that's controlling our country.

i adore him to bits. super super cute fella.

if you haven't read kenny sia's post
One Big Fat Freaking Conspiracy
, you really should.

we're being controlled by ALIENS!

the truth is out there.
*inserts eerie music*


here's something else that's entertaining:




HAHAHA. laugh with me :p

was just talking with jesse about xmas - huge trees, beautiful decos, holidays and not to forget prezzies!


i hope i'll get the money to go to s'pore for xmas this year end :/ *fingers crossed*

pizza hut's new scheme

Thursday, October 18, 2007

3:54 AM | 3 Comments

apparently pizza hut came up with a new idea to attract more customers. i was ordering pizza for dinner 5 minutes ago and this was the phone conversation:

pizza hut: hello!

me: hello!

pizza hut: thank you for calling pizza hut, you're calling from the number 78757***.

me: yep!

pizza hut: HEHEHE. i'm a bomoh.

WTH.

me: huh?

bomoh: ms chua, your address is yada yada...2 story terrace house. NGEK NGEK.

me: er....

bomoh: may i have your order please?

me: yada yada...and chicken wings.

bomoh: original or spicy?

me: original

bomoh: good choice!

major SWT.

me: u-huh...

bomoh: are you a muslim?

i thought he just called me ms chua =.="

me: what's your guess?

bomoh: hhmm...don't think so.

OBVIOUSLY.

me: ya, good guess.

bomoh: but you sound like a muslim.

me: you mean i have a malay slang?

bomoh: YES! YES!

OMG.

me: haha....

bomoh: OK! BYE BYE!

me: HUH? WAIT! how much!?

bomoh: Rm34.35.

me: OK, thanks, bye.

bomoh: i'll see you soon!

WTF.

me: haha...bye.

bomoh: bye bye! I will miss you!

me: haha....OK.

i waited for 10 seconds and the scary dude was still on the line!

me: er...bye bye.

bomoh: hehehe, byebye~

and then i hung up on him.


i wonder if pizza hut's business is so bad until they have to hire bomohs to work for them these days =.="

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