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Thursday, May 17, 2012

4:42 AM | 0 Comments

一康的死提醒了我一件事,并非每个人早上出门后都能确保自己晚上能安全回家的,你知不知道那些不能回家的人带着多少遗憾离开这个世界?你四肢健全健健康康,有自由选择自己想做的事,只是这个条件,世上已经有很多人一辈子都羡慕不来了。我希望你考虑清楚,是否真的要因此而认输逃避,轻松的随便找另一个工作,还是咬紧牙关面对自己的失败,面对所有人的目光重新再来,然后告诉自己,你虽然犯过错,可是你仍然可以成为一位好医生,又或者正因为你犯过错,所以才比别人更明白如何当一位好医生。

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the first day after you left

Sunday, May 6, 2012

1:59 AM | 3 Comments

While you were busy packing, you asked me if I could help keep your towel after you're gone.

But today, as I stood in the toilet staring at the brown woolen towel next to mine...my hands felt so heavy by my side and I was reluctant to remove it from it's hanging place.

It's as if removing the towel means I have to accept that you have returned and I'm left here by myself again.

That even though you're a thousand miles away, having your towel here beside mine means having that little bit of you staying here with me.

And so I just stood there and stared, hoping that you were still here to use it, hoping that it would never have to leave the side of my towel...Just like how you and I will never have to part.

In the end, I just had to tell myself that it's just a towel, and I slowly placed it in with the laundry.

Just a towel.

That's how much I miss you now.


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