it's official

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

12:51 AM | 2 Comments

it's decided...

that i will have to change my blog name for good :(

mainly because of the profession that i have chose to pursue.

i trust all my readers to help maintain my privacy and not put me at risk with what i've shared in my blog. so after a month I'll be changing the name of this blog for good. if you would still like to follow my blog please e-mail me or leave a message here so i can update you once i've changed the add?? :(

for now i'm still looking for ideas for a new name...anyone has any suggestions??
hmmm, maybe a few words that reminds you of me.

and i refuse to accept words like skinny =.="

thank you for the help people!! :D


just make a sound

Saturday, May 7, 2011

2:02 AM | 3 Comments

sometimes,

i would just stare at the damn phone and wished that it would ring.

realization

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

6:54 AM | 0 Comments

there was a time when i used to blog about anything and everything in my life,

i wanted to remember how my day went, which kind soul had bothered to help me, or what pissed me off and made me throw a fit.

and then i stopped.


maybe because there were just too many things i never wanted to recall again.

Drained

Sunday, May 1, 2011

7:57 PM | 0 Comments

Is there such a time when you just lose all creative juices and motivation to blog?

So many things have happened and yet I find it so difficult to just sit down and pen down my thoughts. I used to be able to sit here for hours just uploading pictures into my photobucket account and arranging them here in a blog post :(


Oh zest...zest...where have you gone?

quarler life crisis

Friday, March 25, 2011

9:33 PM | 0 Comments

i wonder if there's such thing as a quarter life crisis?

cause i definitely feel like i'm experiencing one.

it can be briefly defined as a feeling of impending doom marked with feelings of uncertainty and confusion of one's life goal and direction as one reaches the age of 25 in his or her life.

Symptoms may include:

1. constant brooding with unknown cause (or too many causes)
2. memory loss (includes information such as conversations, names, directions and location of car in the car park)
3. inability to walk up the flight of stairs leading to your office/unit (lift is the way!)
4. shortness of breathe when attempting minor housechores or simple exercises
5. feelings of uncertainty about one's life directions
6. overwhelming fear of the unknown future
7. hallucinations of marriage and family (for single souls)
8. increased intensity of loneliness

and so on so forth.

i am reaching a quarter of my lifespan and i have no idea what i am doing and what i am aiming for.

INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION COME TO MEEEEEEEEEE.



this...sucks.



suggestions/additions to the list are welcome if you are suffering from the same syndrome.

thank you

Thursday, March 17, 2011

4:47 AM | 3 Comments

as much as i resent all the shit that's been happening in my life, i still thank god for all the angels he has placed by my side.

eventhough they seem to change with every phase of my life, i will remember all the kind and thoughtful gestures that they've done for me.

to all of you who've been there for me and even though we may not contact each other anymore,

thank you for always being thoughtful and delivering food to me after classess

thank you for putting up with my immaturity

thank you for making me feel special on every special occasion

thank you for your serenades when i couldn't sleep

thank you for driving me around even when you didn't have to

thank you for all the calls and msgs that have sustained me through the hardest days

thank you for being so attentive all the time when i've been so inconsiderate

thank you for the haagen daaz and you, for the baskin robbins to cheer me up

thank you for the random moments you would call and play the keyboard for me

thank you for being there for me silently even though i knew it was difficult for you

thank you for your sms-es from overseas just to cheer me up

thank you for your understanding


and thank you all for being part of me.

bad day

Sunday, March 6, 2011

5:07 AM | 3 Comments

the title says it all.

i woke up late this morning to do my laundry so when i finally finished and headed out the bus just passed the stop and i was about 150 meters away from it. some people would have suggested to dash and wave but i think it's a bad idea considering that i was in heels ( owh, which reminds me that my flats got flooded from the 24 hour rain the day before FML).

ended up walking extra 15 minutes to the train and walking another 20 minutes to church once i got off.

didn't really enjoy the service and shall not elaborate here haih.

after that i reached home only to find my laundry SCATTERED everywhere on the balcony and the highlight of it all was that some actually flew into my neighbour's backyard WTF. i immediately went down to retrieve the poor clothes but neighbour was out so i went back and saved whatever i could and dumped them into the machine again.

as i was waiting for my neighbour to return, i texted my friend and asked to skype but mana tau we ended up arguing and needless to say the conversation ended with both parties feeling upset and angry.

and now my room is filled with laundry that's overdosed with detergent because wanting to clean off the dirt i cleverly poured too much detergent into the washing machine.

FML.
FML.
FML.

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